Bean Sprout

As self-degrading or pathetic as this sounds, I am short. I would not mind sprouting several inches or so. Recently, my mom read in her newspaper that this girl stretched before she went to sleep, and she grew several inches over the years. I have a glimmer of hope!
As a whole, I am generally fine with my height. The thing is that I am not disappointed or disgusted with my height, but it would be nice to be a bit taller. I guess I would rather be compact than be an Amazon woman. It leads me to wonder: How important are looks? As much of a conformist as I sound, physically pleasing individuals have a better chance of getting further in life. It is not true in all cases. I know, I sound ridiculously superficial, but that is just what I have noticed. Would you ever dare leaving your house without a glimpse of the mirror first? But then again, everyone has their own definition of beauty. It is one of those subjective things. Most people are very touchy when it comes to the topic of appearance because everyone has their flaws. Most people would forget if someone called them mean, but if they were called ugly, it would stain like fire on paper. So, how important are looks to you? Have a nice day!

-Jas

I think this is a lovely verse. It is aimed for women, but it can be equally applied to men.
Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. Proverbs 31: 30

Brains and Doors Update

In my previous post, I stated that I had no idea what the difference between a psychiatrist and therapist was. Courtesy of "Dr. Bob" from my beloved, Yahoo! Answers.

Psychologist: 4 years college, 2 years Masters degree, 4 years doctroral deedgree (Ph.D. = Doctror of Philosophy, Psy.D. = Doctor of Psychology) Internship. Supervision. Cannot prescribe medications. Will sit and talk with you for a 50-minute-hour about your problems, offer suggestions, support andf encourage you, etc. Has a specific body of knowledge on which to base his/her work, called a "school" of psychology: Freudian psycho-analysis (although usually this will be a psychiatrist), Jungian Analyst (many clergy have Jungian training), Adlerian Individual Pshychology (most influential of the three on modern psychology, basis for most other therapies including Cognitive Therapy.)

Psychiatrist: 4 years college, 2 years masters degree, 4 years Medical school, 2 year specialization in psychiatry (sometimes in connection with a doctoral degree in psychology, so they are MD/PhD), internship, supervision. Can prescribe medications and one criticism of some is that they depend too much on med and not enough on talking, support, etc.

Social Worker: 4 years college 2-3 years School of Social Work. Many schools seem heavily influenced by Freud. Some social workers have private therapy practice, others work in social work settings.Clergy: 4 years college, 4 years graduate theological school; ordained; thinnk "mainstream" denominations.

Clergy who are trained in psychotherapy do NOT get involved in religion or spiritual matters unless that's what the client comes in for. Othersiwse they are trained and conduct therapy pretty much on a paer with psychologist. Problem: No third-part/insurance payments accepted.

Brains and Doors

So, for now, I think I want to go into the field of psychology. I am currently fascinated with the topic of the human mind. After doing a paper on Freud, I am interested in furthering my study in psychology. I have always loved observing people and their behavior, so I am considering on observing people as an occupation. I was also debating whether I should become a therapist or a psychiatrist. Obviously, I have a long way to go because I do not even know the difference between the two. I am particularly interested in helping kids. However, I am kind of scared of being involved in such a touchy topic. I am also afraid of my patients becoming murderers and killing me. But who knows. I recently got over my phase of zoology. Wouldn't it be awesome to be a musician? A relaxed musician, that is. I would love to be able to compose a song with my mind and fingertips. I hope to one day compose a song and play it for whoever wants to listen. I wonder what other doors will open to me. I mean, I never imagined that I would one day be interested in brains. Have a nice day!

-Jas

Ponderments

Isn't "ponderment" such a rad word? Anyway, for my fellow bloggers: Is it repetitive to have a blog AND a diary? I mean, is it tedious to write in a blog and a diary? But I guess a diary is more personal than a blog where the whole universe can read and stalk you. Seriously, I strongly encourage people to have diaries. It is truly amazing to see how much you have grown in the past years. I was reading my diaries from a long time ago and, boy, were they disgusting and annoying. I also think its interesing to think how much I have grown from that time, but in actuality, I still have a long way to go. Hopefully a long way at least. I want to write in my diary more. And plus, it is hilarious and quite entertaining to see what I wrote. Cliche, cliche but it is a good experience. Have a nice day!

-Jas

Do not let your heart envy sinners, but always be zealous for the fear of the Lord. Proverbs 23:17

Hair

So I have been thinking about getting a new haircut. I am going for a cutesy bob. I also want, if possible, a volumous bob that looks soft and not mushroom-like. Not the edgy Posh bob, but more like this one.

Or a long bob like this

Or maybe one like this...

...But the thing is that I watched Oprah today (btw, Hilary Swank's dress was gorgeous!), and the show inspired me to donate my luscious locks. Well, the thing is that I have been thinking about donating my hair for a while, but I really do want a cutesy short cut. I think Rosanna should get a Bob, a Sarah Jessica Parker Bob would look hot. Totally chic! I love talking like a gay man! I guess this just needs some time of pondering. Have a nice day!

-Jas

First Post

It is spring break and I am supposed to be writing a report on Sigmund Freud. I was distracted and made a blog. Maybe if I do more research, I will find out what makes a mind become distracted and wander. Basically, I made a blog so I can have a place to record my thoughts. Won't it be interesting to read this blog years and years from now and see how I was? Interesting, interesting. Well, I should get back to my report and watch Oprah later at 4:00.

-Jas
"An honest answer is like a kiss on the lips." Proverbs 24:26

Fun fact: According to Freud, sexual thoughts are the types of thoughts that most people try to repress (forget).